Saturday, August 1, 2009

New chapter

Have been working (finally!) for the past few weeks. Am currently working in an events company. Quite happy and satisfied with it tho the pay is not to my expectations. But well, life's not perfect after all. Jus bear with it and gain the experience required in this field! haha..

Getting used to working life now, although still feeling tired and lack of personal time. My day now starts at 7 in the morn and ends latest 2am. Tis is soooo NOT mi! lol. Anyways, I'm still meeting my dear almost everyday for dinner :) this is the only constant factor :) I love his undying attitude in meeting mi after work. keke.

There's been a HINI episode in my family. My dad was suspected to be one of the cases as he fell ill with high fever. Took the meds but still not feeling well. Jus rushed down to the A&E earlier, but was relieved to find out he was OK! Phew. At least that cleared our doubts of possible hini at home. But I've not been able to go for my FREE NDP preview and goodie bags, missed my Harry Potter movie with dear, so on and so forth. :( But there's always the long way ahead of us, rite? I love you, my dear. For your love for mi, for your understanding and most imptly, for bearing my untolerables. Thank you. Let's hope for the best and work hard for our future~

Thinking out loud @ 12:48 PM.

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Friday, March 13, 2009

幸福。感动

一束紫色玫瑰，一句简单的‘Happy 999 day ’ 和一个温暖的拥抱。

我终于明白什么是感动。

它是种莫名的感触 - 因为那人所给予的关怀、细心及惊喜，使你无法用任何言语形容你当下的感受。是感谢，感谢他竟然能这么贴心。是讶异，讶异他原来有着浪漫的一面。是惭愧，惭愧自己怎么没他那么细心。

那时我所能做的，也只是紧紧的抱着他，对他说无数遍的谢谢。谢谢他费尽心思地筹划那一天、谢谢竟然记得这一天、谢谢他让我这么感动。:)

虽说我也曾被感动过，了解什么是感动，但却从未有过这般深切的感动。我想，我会永远记得这样珍贵的感受。现在也深深地知道，原来偶像剧演的一点都不夸张。感谢你让我拥有这份感动 :) 真的好爱你。

再一次祝你生日快乐~ 谢谢你为我们庆祝第999天！:)

Thinking out loud @ 11:53 PM.

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Monday, January 5, 2009

If Only

If only I'm able to drown myself in liquor.
If only I'm able to wither away as the sun sets.
If only I can fall into the deep valleys of nowhereland.
If only I can embrace the night with silent tears.
If only I can discard all responsibilities and ties that accompany.
If only I am alone,
I think, perhaps I can.

It's all a facade.

Thinking out loud @ 11:25 AM.

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

当年的圣诞

虽然已过了四年，但时不时还是会想起她。有时只是纯粹的触景伤情，可有时是无止尽的想念。尤其当我看到和她年龄相仿，甚至拥有类似发型或举止的阿姨时，这股思念便一涌而来。想着若她还健在，那会是什么样子的。或许就像她们一样，可以开开心心的到处逛；又或是仍然为了我们的生活忙碌奔波。想到这儿，以往的一切就真的仿佛像在看电影一样，一幕一幕的在眼前闪过。

带着我们到图书馆借书、匆忙地替我们还书、接我们上下课，补习、带着我们粗心留在家的本子到学校给我们。雨天替我们备雨衣雨鞋、生病时无微不至的照顾、应我们的要求而精心烹煮的菜肴、忍受我们三不五时的无理取闹，还得兼差只为了能让我们得到更好的。

所以说，人都是犯贱的。都得在失去以后才懂得珍惜。往往非得等到自己经历了，才会体会他人当初的苦口良言。回想起当初的种种不该，只觉得自己好差劲；如果那时能多体谅和分享她的一切，那该多好。起码，能为她的生命做点什么，也能让自己少些遗憾。

圣诞就快到了。小时候的圣诞是很热闹的，亲戚都会聚集在我家，互相交换礼物。小朋友们有得吃，有得玩，还有礼物可拿，可真是乐坏透了。大人们却为了我们的欢乐忙进忙出的，尤其是妈妈们，带我们买礼物又得煮佳节食品。可是随着小朋友们一年一年长大，这样的圣诞派对也逐渐减少了。好怀念当初的天真烂漫，还真相信有圣诞老公公呢。当然，最怀念的还是当时的喧闹及妈妈的温暖。

愿大家有个美好的圣诞佳节，抱着一颗感恩的心度过今年的圣诞。

Merry X'mas。

Thinking out loud @ 12:19 AM.

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Updates finally~

Well, been having my hard-earned holidays for the past 2 weeks after the end of intern @ M. Went HK for holidays~~ Yeah! Disneyland! (Will update that part in the main blog if there's time :P)

Anyway, sch starts again and it's the last IMPT year for mi~ It'll determine if i'm getting a 1st or 2nd class honours. And jus goT to noe that the previous modules' grades will NOT be taken into account for the calculation of grades for hons!! Wth! Super stress for upcoming assignments & exams (finally there's paper exams!) But lessons still as slack as it is. Seriously thinking MD*S is cheating our $$ :(

That aside, i'm also part-timing @ M whenever i'm free, that is. I need to seriously put in effort for this last year's modules. Above 70 to get 1st class~ Oh ya, will be working during this coming weekend for the F1 mastercard thingy as facilitators for GP vvips. Busy but happy with $$ coming in! Wah. At least 300 for the 3 days! yeah~

And not forgetting to congrats all frens who get attached/regained freedom during the intern period. It's blissful to find ur the other half/to learn the mistakes/know urself and the other better, be it attached/single.

I love you, dear

Thinking out loud @ 2:44 AM.

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

No life~~

In case my friends are wondering where the hell i've been for these few weeks - yes, i've disappeared. Disappeared in the day and officially became a vampire. Totally have no life in daytime. The only activity i have from morning 6 till aftn 2/3pm is SLEEP~

Internship starts 5 May and since then i've been posted to Mhotel JBar. As its name suggests, the operating hours are from 5 to 1/2 AM daily except for Sundays (do visit Mhotel website for more details). Though i'm a reputable nocturnal animal, this kinda lifestyle is real tiring for the 1st week! I used to slp late AND wake up late! But now, slp late and wake up TIRED. By waking up late i mean 5/6 PM. Yes, pls dun gasp. This is how i get thinner n thinner :(

Being posted to JBar in Mhotel has its pros and cons.

Pros:
1. Only 2 shifts 4-12am or 6-2am and NO split shifts! However, we'll usually go off at 2 plus no matter wad shift. Hence OT hrs that can be used to claim OFF or early dismissal
2. No work on P/H (of cos, this is nth compared to Office work :( (fei n tracy, u 2 are so lucky~)
3. The working environment so far has been nice - colleagues, managers etc, not as stress as in other departments
4. Networking! A lot of bosses come JBar u noe. Eg: Dennis Foo-St James P.S.

Cons:
1. Reach home super duper 'EARLY' and has to shower late which is not good in the long run.
2. Topsy-turvy lifestyle resulting mi not having proper life~ :(
3. Less meeting up wif my darl'
4. Less time wif family n friends and MYSELF~~
5. Life is monotonous - Slp then work then slp and it repeats

Wanted to transfer out to another dpt initially due to objections from close ones regarding the late hr by the time i reach home, safety reasons etc. However, the bar manager, F&B director and many others kept persuading mi to stay on and try etc.. It's kinda hard to turn them down. Furthermore, it's working environment is still acceptable for mi. It's only the timing that i dislike.

Hmm, jus hang in there for a few more weeks. Another 14 weeks, that is, if i'm staying in the same place for the whole 4 mths of intern. Pls say u'll support mi no matter what, will you? U have ur stand and i have mine. My cert, my future and reputation, it's all stake in. It's hard for u but it's hard for mi too. I wish i can have the choice too. But i can't be irresponsible and give up halfway cos of the timing. Hope u'll understand. Time flies, soon i'll be free again~! :)

Will post pics of my workplace if there's time, as u can see, i'm posting early in the morning! Good morning~ I'm off to bed.

Thinking out loud @ 6:51 AM.

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

BURNT POCKET :(

Aww, been splurging alot on online sprees! Argh, bet it's tt tiMe of the year again. lol. Spend, spend, spend and spend. Cosmetics, facials, clothes and etc.. Woman, ur money is so easy to lure.

*Total damage = 3 digit*!!!

Thinking out loud @ 3:07 AM.

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